Delimma

I am mother of two daughters. i do not know how many will be reading this and would like to comment. being from the consevative family and also being the only daughter of my parents (not by choice but by destiny) there was a unsaid desire and so to say pressure from my parents to have a son.
it is now a delimma for me between fulfilling their desire and my own lifestyle (modern urban ) which puts me in tight position.
Though heart in heart I believe to know that evry lady has a desire to have son as well. Here i would like to add that this desire becomes evidend only after you have second daughter. As in my case till i was blessed with the second i would go out of my way to justify that there is nothing bad about it. Infact I was the first one to make pun of people going for the third child longing for a son. But only after I have had mine this desire is realised is so strong that is at times feel I am sick.

FIRST DAY WITH BLOG

This is my first day with the blog. though i am quite used to writing , but it had all been on paper. every time i want to expressi look for paper. now that you are not in college married settled in remote places where you fail to access your friends who can understand you rather than making fun of you. At times i feel the era of freindship and faith has gone by. Now everyone lives for himself who really cares about anyone else. Friendship is only till you are near by and useful. OUT OF SIGHT OUT OF MIND is so very true.
Anyway, i think i can write on this for ever.