Delimma

I am mother of two daughters. i do not know how many will be reading this and would like to comment. being from the consevative family and also being the only daughter of my parents (not by choice but by destiny) there was a unsaid desire and so to say pressure from my parents to have a son.
it is now a delimma for me between fulfilling their desire and my own lifestyle (modern urban ) which puts me in tight position.
Though heart in heart I believe to know that evry lady has a desire to have son as well. Here i would like to add that this desire becomes evidend only after you have second daughter. As in my case till i was blessed with the second i would go out of my way to justify that there is nothing bad about it. Infact I was the first one to make pun of people going for the third child longing for a son. But only after I have had mine this desire is realised is so strong that is at times feel I am sick.